Thursday 27 August 2015
0 comment(s) / 8/27/2015 11:10:00 pm

27th August 2015 | 2301hrs.

Assalamualaikum.

It has been a long time since I last blogged. When I blog, something is just bothering me. Haiz.

It has been like almost 8 months my wife has not been working. I already talked to her, explained to her, tried to make her understand but macam buang karren ah. Aku sedih. Am i being too soft? Or am I being too harsh? Where did I go wrong?

I tried to be the best husband. If she has a problem, she can talk to me. She told me before that she is scared of interviews. Ok. I tried to give some motivation and kata-kata semangat but............ haiz! The next day, sama jugak. Macam mana aku tak marah.

Semua orang tahunya suruh aku berbual dengan dia. Aku dah berbual. Kalau dia yang tanak kerja, apa aku bole buat?! Aku pon susah seh. Next year dah nak dpat rumah, tapi dia tak pikir. Or dont even wanna pikir. Takkan aku nak kene do all the shit job xia! Aku kerja - tolak ini tolak itu, tinggal brape aje.

Besok birthday dia. Kalau mood aku da macam gini, aku malas ah nak celebrate. Mampos ah!

Aku nak tido ah.

Ariff Mohamed

time : 2310hrs


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