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Saturday, 2 March 2013
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3/02/2013 02:53:00 am
date : 2nd March 2013 time : 0228hrs Assalamualaikum I'm back to blogging.. after so long.. I guess it is time for me to express what I'm feeling here.. Anyway, as I'm blogging now, I'm playing The Fray's "You Found Me" in youtube.. nice song.. I just wanna share what I've been feeling these days.. My Fiancee has not gotten a job and it worries me.. I feel like I'm the only one who is into this relationship.. I just want things to work between us.. I need her to work so she could at least help me out to pay for the honeymoon.. haiz.. I've paid for the flight tickets.. but I need her support to pay for the accommodation and expenses.. and this month, I need to pay my RT fine (as I did not complete my RT last year).. and also a few more stuffs that I need to pay.. After all that deductions, I'm only left with $200 to survive for the whole month.. No doubt my pay has increased after I joined my new company, but still I'm facing this difficulty.. At times I wanna give up but I tell myself not to coz it is one of my goals in life that I wanna get married.. I have a strong feeling that my fiancee is the one for me but there are obstacles that I need to go through.. there will be challenges during the engagement period.. syaitan will be the 3rd party.. till today, I've been keeping strong.. I motivated myself and Allah is my guidance.. Anyway, an update about myself.. I resigned from Singtel and now I'm in a new company called Stratech Systems Limited.. we're dealing with camp securities.. more like using under carriage scanners to scan vehicles' base for foreign objects.. Alhamdulillah it has been good.. I started work on the 14th December 2012.. my office is located at Jurong East.. damn far from my home.. I need a bike license.. haiz.. now taking.. I guess that's all for today's entry.. will update again soon whenever I'm free.. have a great day~ Ariff Mohamed time : 0254hrs |
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