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Thursday, 10 February 2011
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2/10/2011 10:05:00 am
date : 10 February 2011 time : 1010hrs Assalamualaikum.. I have no mood to go to work today.. I'll just go to office later to collect my job thingy.. Anyway, I'm so pissed off with my grandma.. being so unappreciative.. like what xia~ always finding fault with my Ma.. Yesterday when I got back from gym, I overheard my mom talking to my dad.. she said something about my grandma talking about her behind her back.. My gramps told everyone that she feels like a prisoner being at home alone and somehow blamed my family for not bringing her out.. Like C'MOOOON~ Where is her 8 other BELOVED children?! Some has a car but......... buang sua kereta korang tu.. one cabot to Australia.. ape salah nye bawak mak kau gi Australia.. Ok, maybe I respect Wak Jas for always bringing her out when he's not working.. but why MY FAMILY and not other?! Is it because we stay just beside each other, my family has to everyday entertain the nonsense?! We as a family also wants to have our own family activity and hates it when people interfere with our stuffs.. She keeps calling my house everyday.. EVERYDAY.. to check on us - who is at home or what are we doing.. I'm not sure if she checks on the other families but it sometimes irritate me to the max to the extend that now I'm farqinq lazy to pick up the house phone even if my mom calls.. if anybody wanna look for me, they just call my mobile.. I don't understand why gramps just don't appreciate my family, especially my mom.. I wish that one day Allah just open her eyes to see the wonders of my mom.. compare my mom to other of her in-laws or even children, my mom is the best lah.. NONE of her children ever brought her to places beyond Malaysia.. My mom - brought her to Indonesia and/or maybe China.. I can't remember if gramps tagged along when my parents went to China.. but Indonesia is for sure coz I went with them.. As I'm typing this, I was reminded about the past when there was a family gathering at my gramp's and after the doa selamat, everyone talked about my family - especially my mom for not being a responsible wife/mother.. what tha farq! They anyhow shoot when they don't even know what's happening in my house.. FUCK IT lah~ Not gonna blog about it.. makes me more farqinq pissed off..  So yesterday I was so down and I went out to take a breather.. I texted with Miss NSbA and Alhamdulillah she calmed me down.. My temper drops everytime I received her text messages, I swear~ I used to smoke whenever I'm stress or I think too much but now I can distress myself by just texting her.. Or maybe I just need someone to talk to.. :'(  I will end my entry here.. Oh! I booked my bike practical edy! After a year of not going for lessons.. haha.. if it wasn't for Miss NSbA, I donno when I will be going to get my 2B license.. it's not that she pressures me but it's more to - I wanna make Miss NSbA proud.. haha.. And another wonderful news is that I will have an interview at Singapore Poly as a lab tech next week.. Insya'Allah can get ah.. Kay~ that's all folks.. wanna get ready to go to office.. have a great day! Yours GEREK-ly, ariffmohamed time : 1108hrs |
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