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Wednesday, 12 January 2011
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1/12/2011 01:35:00 pm
date : 12th January 2011 time : 1336hrs Assalamualaikum~ What ay bright Tuesday afternoon.. Hopefully it wont rain in the evening.. I need to go for my jog badly.. I'm actually irritated with my arms ah.. no matter how many times I carry those weights, my muscles aint gettin' any bigger.. maybe it's growing bit by bit or maybe I just want instant results.. haha.. I was sitting alone in my room just now and thinking about my life.. some call it, self-reflection?! Sometimes I just wish I could just turn back time and "fix" whichever were not right.. If I'm able to do that, maybe my current life will be an even brighter one.. Only Allah knows best.. Well, whatever mistakes I did in the past, taught me a very valuable lesson.. I used to think that I'm never gonna make it but, hey, I'm standing tall and I can say I'm quite successful now..  And this question popped up randomly in my mind - "when will I have a girlfriend?".. Well, I donno.. I'm very happy with my current status right now.. living a carefree life.. just go where ever I wanna go and be with anyone I wanna be with.. So yah, maybe I prefer to be single.. well, MAYBE.. heh~ I'm not gonna waste my time looking for love anymore, just let love look for me.. but I think if love ever spotted me, I'll hide.. heh~ I tried to imagine myself with random minahs but I just can't seem to visualise.. Maybe my heart had stopped loving or............. EH! Asal emo ni?! Ok, I shall stop with my love nonsense.. heh~ I have this close friend who I always.. or used to.. share stuffs with.. but eversince that friend of mine is, well, attached, I feel like it's not appropriate to talk to %$%$# anymore.. maybe once in awhile but I wanna have this "gap" between us.. I dowanna create any misunderstandings or controversies.. So yerpz~ The important thing is, you treasure my friendship, I treasure yours too.. I love our friendship as much as you do and I dowan it to end either.. And seriously, I'm blessed that I met you and we became close.. It's not that I'm avoiding you but it's some kind of respect for your relationship ya~ Cheer up!  I think that's all for my entry yah.. Have a great day.. Lets pray that it will not rain this evening.. ^_^ Yours GEREK-ly, ariffmohamed time : 1419hrs |
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