Saturday, 29 January 2011
0 comment(s) / 1/29/2011 02:28:00 am

date : 29th January 2011
time : 0229hrs

Assalamualaikum~

It's 0230hrs in the morning and I'm not sleepy yet.. maybe because I carried my dumbbells just now, then had my solat.. and I'M SUPPOSED TO FEEL SLEEPY.. but I couldn't sleep.. that's why I'm blogging.. haha.. I love blogging AH EH!

Anyway, Miss NSbA posted this in her Facebook ;



I purposely commented that to answer her question indirectly without anyone suspecting anything.. Well, we wanna keep our relationship low.. heh~ Anyway, my actual answer was ;



The words were abit too small kan? Pandai² ah adjust.. haha.. Anyway, there are more reasons why she's special to me.. First thing that I need in a relationship is, communication.. me and her can communicate very well with each other.. we're open with random topics/discussions.. I loike that~ Secondly, we share common interest.. sports, venture new places, shopping and do silly things.. haha.. Only I'll do the silly things.. And after that, followed by trust, honesty, so on and so forth..

To add on to that, she's special because she's my source of motivation.. the person who inspires me to be better.. to advice me to always keep a positive mind and go through challenges.. to cheer me up whenever I'm down.. to be that someone who will catch me whenever I fall.. But I'm scared, what if I'm the one who isn't perfect for you.. will you still stay? "Baby please don't go, if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?" taken from Mike Posner's "Please don't go".. And even if "I know I'm not perfect but I keep tryin', cause that's what I said I would do from the start.." taken from Hedley's "Perfect".. And I'm lucky to have her in my life coz she encouraged me to stop smoking and yeah~ my health's improving.. Awesome yah!


I just love the direction this friendship is heading to and how it's progressing from time to time.. how feelings can develop from just a mutual friendship to liking each other and now love blooms.. it's awesome to have this feeling to love someone and to be loved by someone.. And if that doesn't scream 'YOU ARE SPECIAL', then I don't know what else does.. Maybe I'm not good with words.. Or MAYBE I shud just stop typing, zip my mouth and get more practical.. "You're never gonna be alone from this moment on~" taken from Nickelback's "Never gonna be alone"..

Anyway, I cant wait to meet her later.. Maybe going to the National Museum coz I guess she's never been there.. then at night she's watching a midnight movie with her family and I watch a midnight movie with my dudes.. Awesome weekends~

Yours GEREK-ly,
ariffmohamed

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