Friday, 16 October 2009
0 comment(s) / 10/16/2009 11:10:00 am

day : Friday
time : 1111hrs

Alo~

I'm sitting in my room.. Alone.. eating chocolate chip cookies Darlz baked for me.. Power, beb.. haha.. Alhamdulillah that today is Friday.. school starts next week.. the good thing is, the timetable is GEREK but the subjects, after what CaiYan told me, are heinous.. but insya'Allah I'm gonna go through it and graduate from Temasek Poly.. I've already thought of what I'm gonna do after Poly and I wanna thank Kak Zi for the advice.. I thought of signing on to the uniform group but let that be as a last resort..


Anyway, yesterday Kurt messaged me and Zaf asking for forgiveness.. me and Zaf forgived him but personally, I feel abit different.. it's not the first time he treated me like a recycled item - when you find me useless, you throw, then when you think you might need me, you pick me up.. As a friend, instead of condemning each other, we should support and advice one another.. maybe to Kurt, I'm so busy with my life till I can't hang out with him.. I thought Kurt understood that I got so many commitments - Family, iRa, friends, school, TPK, Enigmatic Dose & etc.. but I do hang out with him sometimes.. FYI, I don't really get to spend much time with iRa either.. only on weekends we get to meet up and it's not even dating.. Alhamdulillah she's not complaining and she understands.. I still remember the words Kurt posted in his FB - he regretted being friends with me and Zaf and don't wish to continue the friendship.. we thought it was very childish of him.. it's ok if he don't wanna befriends with us anymore.. I still got other GEREK friends around.. well, that was then.. To Kurt, if you really want to take me back as your friend, TREAT ME LIKE A FRIEND.. and not like a recycled item.. don't let emotions over-power you and make ridiculous decisions.. I may not be the friend who sticks to the motto "A Friend In Need, Is A Friend Indeed" but I will try my best to be there whenever I can..

Yesterday also Darlz asked me if she should apply for make-up course.. I think that would be a great idea.. insya'Allah she can work part time as a Mak Andam for pengantin.. can earn extra income.. but whatever courses she wanna go for, I still encourage her.. all the skills she will learn will benefit her in the future, insya'Allah.. I'm also motivating her to enrol for car license.. then we can race each other! Ariff Mohamed likes this.


I will end here.. going for my bike pract.. after that meeting my mom at Geylang Serai to buy barang dapur I guess.. have a great weekend! Esok jamming! Bayek~

Pastinya.......... GEREK!

- aif -

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I thought of typing a new post but since I recorded it today, might as well I combine it with te earlier one.. here's some random video which I created minutes ago.. For you to go WHOT THA! But pastinya.......... GEREK!



Aif's Love Song



Aif's cover of Linkin Park's "High Voltage"

It's hard to rap while playing the guitar and I hope I nailed it.. enjoy! I apologise if my guitar sucks or my rapping sucks or all of it sucks.. haha.. just tryin' something new, dudes..

Pastinya.......... GEREK!

- aif -

time : 2013hrs


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