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Tuesday, 18 August 2009
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8/18/2009 09:44:00 pm
day : Tuesday time : 2145hrs Alo~ Life has it's ups and downs.. Alhamdulillah whatever has given to me, I've accept it.. Life may be unfair, that is why being positive and optimistic are very important.. I don't mind helping others if they need me or listening to every word that they need to share.. I also don't mind if they look for me when they're in trouble and gone after it is settled.. sometimes without realising, I do that to other people too.. it's hard to please everyone.. People come to me and share about their life and 90% of it is about relationships.. some can't move on, some were in relationship but they are confuse where they're going, some even doesn't know what to do after making the biggest mistake in their life.. I've given some suggestions.. some heeded, others still ego.. so what I think is, it's up to them to make their own decision and do what's best for them... I think Alhamdulillah I'm able to help these people.. being there for them when they need me.. sometimes I'm appreciated, sometimes they just.......... gone~ Well, it's ok.. when I'm in a very difficult situation, praying is the best to do to calm myself down.. not saying that I only pray when I need help but yah, it does calm my heart.. I also shared my problems with Darlz.. when I'm having problem with Darlz, I wish I have professional help from a qualified counsellor.. haha.. I think it's time I help a new bunch of people.. the orphans.. I just did a research on Darul Ihsan Orphanage Home.. I think helping these kids are more worth it.. haha.. I just wanna know/learn how they moved on after their parents "departed".. the feeling must be unbearable.. who will they turn to when they're emotionally distraught.. what motivated them to move on.. Darlz is also interested in becoming a volunteer.. Insya'Allah me and her will one day help these kids.. to put a smile in every child..  I think I've let out whatever is in my heart now.. It cheers me up to see people smile.. one more thing to share, every morning when I'm on my way to the bus stop, there will be this Abang selling epok-epok on his bicycle.. though I rarely buy his epok-epok, he always never fail to smile at me.. which is good.. and though I didn't buy his epok-epok, I pray that his business will always be successful.. I think that's all for my entry.. sorry if it's to wordy.. wootz~ - aif - time : 2235hrs |
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