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Sunday, 9 August 2009
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8/09/2009 09:08:00 am
day : Sunday time : 0910hrs Alo! Firstly, I'd like to wish Singapore......... HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY!  *singing the National anthem* & *reciting the pledge* Ok, I'm just exaggerating.. ahakz! I love my country.. even though it's like overpopulated with hardcorely-pure China PRs, I pray that in the future, the National anthem stays in Bahasa Melayu and the name SINGApore wont change to WEARECHYNAPEEpore (we are China people).. Personally, I think Mr. Lee Kuan Yew did a very good job in bringing up Singapore.. ahakz! Well, emotionally, I'm not feeling that good.. it's like having 2000 needles (or more) poking my heart.. I still remember the day my ex left me and I'm having the same kind of heartache now.. Nah, it's not that I broke up or something but.. situations have changed.. I'm not sure what to do with my life now.. Or is it the life that I'm having now, is not mine? I donno.. I'm like forcing Darlz to trust and understand me.. I know she does.. and she wants me to understand her too.. well, I am.. she said that I spent too much time with my friends or with a friend.. I think I am.. I wanna continue writing about this but my heart is aching badly now....................................... the rest of the story, I'll just keep it in my heart.. Anyway, yesterday jammed with the band.. jamming is always fun.. the drums are my stress reliever.. now I know why drummers are the coolest dudes.. they vent their anger on the drums and after that leaving it with a very relaxed emotion.. I think it's true.. haha.. after jamming, we thought of watching G.I Joe at Plaza Sinapura but the tickets were sold out.. same goes for the one at The Cathay.. ended up having dinner at Jalan Kayu Prata House near Plaza Singapura.. Thank you, Darlz for the treat.. after dinner, we walked down to Parklane to play Left4Dead.. it was Darl's and my first time playing that game and IT WAS AWESOME.. haha.. kental eh.. haha.. we stop playing around 2130hrs and head home after that.. nice~   Darlz, I love you so much.. that's why I dont mind accepting your conditions and changing my life to blend in with what you want.. Alhamdulillah after looking at the pic above, my heart ache has lowered down.. I'm slowly inserting my feet in your shoes.. not literally but I guess you understand what I'm trying to say.. kalau literally, koyak nanti.. tinggal tali je.. tu pon tak confirm tinggal tali je.. hehe.. don't worry about me.. I'm a positive guy, remember..? This heart ache I'm having now, is almost gone.. I love you.. Orite.. I'm meeting my school dudes later at 1400hrs.. have lunch together then after that lepak near Esplanade while waiting for the fireworks.. too bad Darlz can't join us coz she's going out with her sister.. Ok peepz, have a great long weekends.. Alhamdulillah what I felt just now has gone away.. thanks to the pic above.. ahakz! - aif - time : 1041hrs |
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