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Friday, 19 October 2007
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10/19/2007 01:48:00 pm
date : 18 October 2007 time : 1347hrs Helluez! Hey people! I'm back.. long time no blog.. been busy with daily activities only that today I'm quite free.. well, today I didn't go for Friday prayers.. I feel so "heavy" just now.. I am physically heavy but my heart is like "heavy" to go for prayers.. I'm such a loser to win the syaitans.. Insya'Allah next week I'll go.. anyway, my coming semester's timetable sucks like f**k..! Monday and Wednesday, I end at 1800hrs! Then on Tuesday end at 1900hrs.. Thursday end at 1600hrs and on Friday end at 1200hrs.. at least there's ample time to go for prayers.. but Monday and Tuesday is f**kin' unreasonable.. just had the weekends and it's a long day on Monday.. then on Tuesday, lessons from 1200hrs till 1500hrs then break for 3 hours and continue psychology lecture at 1800hrs.. lecture for one stupid hour and then go home.. heinous, man! I prefer last semester's timetable.. anyway, no matter what, have to live with it.. at least it's school, not NS.. I don't think Zheng Xing will be in the same maths class as us again when the term starts.. well, at least get to see him in other subject lessons.. what I've learn in life is that when you help someone, he/she will be nice to you.. like Zheng Xing, I listen to his problems, and I feel touched when he called me to ask for advice when he failed his Engine Fundamentals subject.. Some people in my class doesn't like him much because of his "NS talks" when he's not even enlisted yet.. anyway, I don't mind entertaining his conversations though sometimes I find it out-of-point.. Zheng Xing reminds me of 'Tom'.. my camp mate in Khatib Camp.. everybody ignores him and always make use of him.. even me sometimes bully him but when he needs help, I'm there for 'Tom'.. I can't remember his real name but he asked us to call him 'Tom'.. He looks like "fido dido" and he walks like a walking zombie.. he's so stress with life that he wanna kill himself.. that's what he shared with me.. not only he has problem in camp but also with his family.. but I'm glad now he has finish NS and he works in a better environment with better pay.. I miss 'Tom'.. These people do taught me what's the meaning of life.. to be nice to people, and care for each other.. I know some of you people might find me very egoistic or arrogant.. hey, that one, I'm just testing you people whether you can handle me or not.. looks like my girlfriend is handling it quite well.. hehe.. sometimes I pretend to be angry with her and I wanna test how far she can hold her anger.. but Alhamdulillah we don't end up in a major fight or quarrel.. my bestfriend has passed the test.. long time ago.. hehe.. and also, I've learnt not to look down on weak people.. they may be weak in certain things but we don't know what's their capabilities.. Me and my friends will be going Raya visitings this Sunday.. planned by me and my bestfriend, Zaf.. Zaf and Kurt had a tiff about the time to meet up.. but I manage to pull it off.. since Kurt is more sensitive, me and Zaf gave in and follow his timing.. so instead of 1200hrs, we changed to 1330hrs.. but we meet up at Fitri's house first.. sometimes we're so frustrated with Kurt.. he brings out points that is so irrelevant to his topic.. example, I've already told him that if we go out at 1200hrs, we get to go to many houses.. then he points out that travelling from one house to the other will take alot of time and spending on one house will waste around 15 to 30 minutes.. then I highlight to him that isn't it better to leave at 1200hrs and he said it's better at 1330hrs.. yah I know, it's TOTALLY OUT-OF-POINT.. I just laugh in my heart and just follow what he says.. it's f**ked up when he's bloody pissed off with people.. he even backstab you when he hates you irregardless you're his best friend or close friend or any kind of damn relations u are with him.. but, we've been friends for 10 years so I must becareful on what I wanna share with him.. unlike Zaf, who is more respectable and knows your feelings.. that's why he stays as my bestfriend.. And besides him, is my girlfriend.. she's my adviser.. she sounds cute when she snores on the phone.. we'll be talking for a very long time but when the conversation becomes very relax, sometimes you can hear she snores.. hehe.. and she'll say that she breathes hard.. that's the most cutest part.. hehe.. when I asked her to sleep, she thought that I don't wanna talk to her.. but I'm concern about her.. she work during the day and I want her to have enough sleep at night so that she can focus on her work the next day.. well, we talk to each other every night except on some occasion when she's too tired or I'm busy entertaining my friends, we wont be able to have our night conversations.. Tomorrow is Saturday.. maybe going out with family members.. go for Raya visitings.. hope it doesn't rain.. it had been raining for the past 3 days.. and it rains heavily.. I think it's the monsoon season.. it's coming to the end of the year also.. so loads of rain is expected.. I guess I'll end my entry here.. wanna watch some dramas or movies online.. my girlfriend introduces me this website where you can watch movies online.. so people, adios! - aif - time : 1448hrs |
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